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2024-12-08 03:43 pm

pumpkin hollow directory

DEAR GOD I'M SO OVERDUE FOR THIS. uh placeholder post until i remember how to code literally anything
bardish: 40s; SCD (scd474)
2021-05-10 03:41 am

the village: permissions



JEFF CALHOUN

canon: Original (Gifted & Talented)
canon point: Fall 2018
canon cw: Jeff's an addict in recovery, but he does still engage in semi-regular recreational drug use (marijuana), and it may come up in scenes. It's mostly to self-medicate anxiety issues, and he's a functional stoner. He also has a Dark PastTM from his early 20s, which includes drug addiction, demon-induced psychological torture (hallucinations, fugue blackouts, intrusive thoughts), and a stay at an inpatient recovery program.

brief bio: Jeff Calhoun is a nervous, gentle bard who refuses to do anything particularly bardly. Though Gifted, he rarely casts spells, and the thought of performing for an audience is likely to send him spiraling into anxiety. With a past that's marked with addiction, instability, and a close brush with demonic possession, Jeff's determined to live a life that's as uneventful as possible. These days, he's a divorced, suburban-dwelling high school history teacher and a doting single father to his teenage daughter. He prefers to live out his life like he's the supporting character in other people's stories. They can go off and have fun; he's already had his turn. No extra attention, no drama, no action or adventure.

There was a time, though, waaaay back in the early 90s, when Jeff was wild and reckless, a total live-wire of a performer, making a name for himself (and his band, the Nervous Tix) in LA. Night after night, he and his bandmates would perform music weaved through with magic ritual, cultivating bacchanalian revelries at their shows. As their hype grew, and their momentum built, Jeff and the Tix seemed like they were on the trajectory towards stardom.

That is, until his reckless magic use accidentally summoned a demon that ruined his life and left his dreams in tatters.

(For his full history, check some insanely long writeup I'll link here later)

relationship status: Single (Divorced)

apparent age: 44 (DOB: June 6, 1974)
appearance: He looks like Timothy Olyphant.
identifying marks: Two beauty marks on his face (a distinctive one under his left eye, and I always forget where the other one is), a candy heart tattoo on his hip/lower stomach that says "LITTLE BITCH" (see next pic), and another on his right side/beneath his ribs. He got them in his teens/twenties, don't judge him too harshly.

mental state: HE'S FINE.

Okay, maybe he isn't. Though Jeff is being taken from a very stable period in his life, there's a deep well of half-resolved trauma that he constantly runs away from. Jeff still has nightmares, and he still has tremendous guilt over what happened with the demon, and all the other people he hurt along the way. There's a ton of self loathing and constant questioning over what it was about him, specifically, that led to the whole mess with a demon taking residence in his soul. He's convinced that he drove the entity insane/malicious, and that he ruined it with his inherent terribleness. Being yanked from his usual coping mechanisms (his job, his responsibilities, his routine) will likely push him into a frantic tailspin that he'll desperately try to downplay.


ABILITIES
As a bard, Jeff makes magic through music; he can only cast through humming, singing, whistling, or playing an instrument. Thanks to a boatload of past trauma, Jeff tends to avoid casting whenever possible, and is more likely to freeze up in a crisis than attempt any kind of magic.

When he was younger, though, he used magic whenever possible, often in frivolous, flashy ways. Style over substance! So although he's rusty now, Jeff's still got a pretty solid grasp over the following types of spells:

(NOTE TO SELF AND OTHERS: Explanation of nerf specifics to come after work, but assume that his magic in general is wildly erratic and unreliable. This write up is just his standard baseline of magic back home)

  • Telekinesis. He can move objects (or small living creatures) provided 1) they're in his general vicinity (about a 10 foot radius), 2) he knows where they are, and 3) they're not all that heavy (~40 lbs or less).
  • Pyrokinesis. Starting and extinguishing small fires is Magic 101, and Jeff's no exception-- provided there's something flammable to actually ignite. Jeff can manipulate fires with magic, but only in flashy, pointless ways. He can't change the size or intensity of fires, but he can make them dance and take shapes temporarily. Party trick!
  • Lights. Jeff can use magic to light up an area-- sparkling fairy lights, or creepy will-o-the-wisp looking things, or colorful lights, and so on. They're showy, pretty, and temporary. This spell comes in handy if Jeff's stuck in the dark and nobody has a flashlight.
  • Locating. Sometimes, Jeff can use magic to find things, like misplaced keys. This can work on all sorts of objects, but he has to be familiar with the "essence" or "energy" (or whatever you want to call it) of the object's owner. NIXED BY MATHIAS.
  • Blight. He can kill plants, but it's rude and he tries not to.
  • Intoxication/Empathic Manipulation. One of his go-to party tricks as a young bard was to sway the moods of his audience. His spells can have an intoxicating effect on the listener, usually a temporary state of euphoria or lowered inhibition. Typically, effects wouldn't last for more than 30 minutes, and would be weaker/more diluted if cast over larger groups. On his own, Jeff could have a moderate effect on a handful of people. When amped up by other magic users (like his bandmates, in the past), he could work a crowd into a frenzy.


IC PERMISSIONS

physical affection: Go for it! Jeff loves a good hug, and is pretty free with physical affection with age-appropriate folks. With younger people, he keeps it to a fatherly capacity, and will reciprocate, but not initiate.
flirting: Do it. He's down for flirting, though he'll just feel super old and awkward, and won't reciprocate, with people under 25.
relationships: I LOVE ROMANCE AND FOUND FAMILY. Jeff's totally open to romance with characters ages 30+! And he's here for familial and friendly relationships with all types of characters.
sex: Definitely, he's very easy to get into bed. (Ages 30+)
fighting: You can fight him, but he's really not a skilled fighter, and he's kind of a skittish weenie, so any fight is likely to be very short, kind of pathetic, and might just end in him throwing something and running away.
injury/death: Minor injuries are always fine! Open to major injuries and death, but ofc we'd need to hash it out in advance.
psychic information: lmao he's got zero mental defenses, have at it. Any psychic types will notice that he vacillates between a total state of CHILL and overwhelming anxiety, with a pleasant, and constant, undercurrent of self loathing.
triggers: Auditory/visual hallucinations and blackouts are major triggers for him. Being put in the spotlight. Being in any situation where he's forced to take drugs (ie spiked food/drink, major injury requiring something heavier than over-the-counter painkillers). And while not triggers, exactly, Jeff's likely to avoid situations involving drug use (outside of weed) and heavy drinking.


OOC PERMISSIONS

time zone: EST. My tagging schedule tends to be pretty irregular, and I'm more likely to be active before 5 AM on weekdays.
rp style: I'm flexible, but tend to default to prose for ease of phone tagging.
contact: [plurk.com profile] weeyotch or weeyotch#8200 on discord
backtagging: Yes please always. I go through periods when I'm very, very slow due to work and after-work obligations, so I rely pretty heavily on backtags. I'm always happy to handwave things, as well.
offensive subjects: I'm okay with anything.
bardish: 40s; DWTN (dwtn13)
2020-07-27 07:42 am

kink list: duplicity

lips like sugar...
Name: Jeff Calhoun Age: 44 Gender: Male Orientation: Bisexual Age Preference: Ages 30+ are solid, with a stronger preference for partners ages 40 and up. Exceptions may be made for ages 25-29, depending on CR. Anything younger would be due to events only. Top/Bottom: Jeff's a switch who tends to go with the flow depending on his partner and mood. Dom/Sub: He's such a sub by nature. Jeff's a major people-pleaser, and he likes strong-willed partners who'll tell him what to do be assertive. NOTE: Jeff's a former hedonist who's done a lot in his youth, so he's honestly more familiar with kinks than he might initially let on!

Also, I'm open to writing just about anything, provided we can make it work IC. If you don't see something mentioned here, that means I either forgot it exists or you can assume it's a 'Maybe' and we can talk about it.
FAVORITES
These are all IC or OOC favorites. ᐅ Begging ᐅ Body Worship
Bossy Partners
Bring on the power bottoms!
Clothed Sex
Also into his partner being clothed while he's naked, and vice versa.
D/s
Jeff craves ceding control to a dom, even if he won't admit it. Give him rules, structure, and tasks, and he'll be happy. However, he's much less likely to be into strict, 24/7 D/s lifestyle.
ᐅ Deep Throating ᐅ Discipline & Reinforcement ᐅ Edging
Exhaustion
Performing to or beyond the point of sexual exhaustion for one or both parties.
ᐅ Face Sitting ᐅ Femdom ᐅ Maledom
Nerds
He finds brainy people utterly irresistible.
Objectification
Treat him like a handsome piece of meat, he gets off on that. DO NOT TREAT HIM LIKE FURNITURE THOUGH, that's the kind of objectification he's not into.
ᐅ Orgasm Control & Denial ᐅ Overstimulation ᐅ Pegging ᐅ Playfulness ᐅ Pleasure Control & Denial ᐅ Praise ᐅ Rugged Partners ᐅ Strong Partners ᐅ Teasing ᐅ Training
ALWAYS
Jeff will always be up for these. ᐅ Aftercare
Chastity
Whether through rules/verbal agreement or actual devices. However, he's not into this as a strict, 24/7 lifestyle.
ᐅ Cock Warming ᐅ Dirty Talk ᐅ Facials
Failed Sex
I'm always willing to write sexual encounters that end in failure or farce, so bring on the premature ejaculations, erectile dysfunctions, sex toy malfunctions, and other awkward or failed attempts at trying new kinks.
ᐅ Frotting ᐅ Hair Pulling ᐅ Light Bondage ᐅ Light Spanking ᐅ Multiple Partners ᐅ Mutual Masturbation
Non-Human Partners
Aliens, fantasy species, etc. As long as they're humanoid and fully capable of communication and consent.
Polyamory
I will pretty much play this as a default in smut games. He's happy to have multiple partners with very different dynamics and degrees of commitment.
ᐅ Rimming ᐅ Sex Toys
Sexy Roleplay
WARNING: HE WILL NOT BE VERY GOOD AT THIS AND WILL CONSTANTLY BREAK CHARACTER!!! So basically don't go for this if you want a serious smut scene.
ᐅ Stoned Sex
Vanilla Sex
Oral, anal, and vaginal sex are always on the table. However, after a point, I prefer to handwave or fade to black on a regular vanilla encounter unless there's character development or conversation going on.
SOMETIMES
Up for it OOC, though he may need some IC convincing. ᐅ Blackmail ᐅ Breathplay ᐅ Collars and Leashes ᐅ Crossdressing ᐅ Dubious Consent ᐅ Exhibitionism ᐅ Feminization ᐅ Fisting
Gags
Jeff has a tendency to talk A Lot, so some partners may find this necessary.
ᐅ Heavy Bondage ᐅ Heavy Spanking ᐅ Humiliation
Intoxicated Partners
If he's sober, Jeff won't feel comfortable sleeping with anybody while they're heavily intoxicated.
Magic
While Jeff loves it when his partners use magic or other special abilities in the bedroom, he can be reluctant to use his own magic.
ᐅ Marking ᐅ Mean Partners
Non-Con
If it makes sense for a plot, event, or storyline.
ᐅ Rough Sex
Size
If your character has a particularly huge dick or wants to use a very large toy, he's going to need a lot of prep and patience. Jeff's the opposite of a size queen!
Slut Shaming
He doesn't outwardly enjoy being slut shamed, but it does turn him on and is a totally embarrassing kink of his.
ᐅ Somnophilia
NAHHH
Almost always a no-go, whether for IC or OOC reasons. ᐅ Bestiality
Daddy Kink
Jeff is very much not into daddy kink. However, if you want to try galaxy brain hard mode by making your character the 'daddy', I will 100% write it just for the comedy.
ᐅ Incest ᐅ Infantilism ᐅ Mutilation/Gore
Partners Under 25
An exception might be made for ages 18-24 if it's triggered by an event.
ᐅ Scat ᐅ Student/Teacher ᐅ Underage Partners ᐅ Vomit ᐅ Watersports
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bardish: 40s; JUSTIFIED (Default)
2020-07-20 04:32 am

inbox: duplicity

Hey! This is Jeff-- which you probably knew already... I'm not here right now! Uh, you probably already knew that, too. So... Leave a message?
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VIDEO
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bardish: 40s; JUSTIFIED (rg47)
2020-04-08 11:27 am

deerington: deerlyBeloved

rocknrollsuicide
Jeff / 44 / M / Bisexual Disaster
Don't be fooled by the cheerful demeanor: this washed up burnout has low self esteem and zero standards. Plus he's a total demon in the sack...
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bardish: 40s; SCD (to-scd-151)
2020-04-08 11:21 am

deerington: staggr

STAGGR
ABOUT ME
Jeff
FULL NAME

44
AGE

6/6. FUN FACT! It's interchangeable in the US AND UK format, so it isn't confusing for our international friends :)
BIRTHDAY

he/him
PRONOUNS

Divorced but it's not like it was recent or anything so maybe I should just put single?
RELATIONSHIP STATUS

Pass? This seems like a terrible place to start dating again...
INTERESTED IN

I don't remember the street name yet but it's in a culdesack (sp?)
ADDRESS

History teacher which I guess isn't the best subject to teach in a world where nothing makes sense and I've been immediately confronted with the realization that historical facts are actually very subjective. I mean even beyond that whole "written by the victors" thing. Should I look for a new job?
OCCUPATION

You know as SOON as I have to think of any quotes they totally leave my head...???
FAVORITE QUOTE

I've got a lot of favorites how the hell do I narrow this down? This is a lot of pressure!!
FAVORITE MUSICIANS

Where the Wild Things Are. The sentimental value cannot be overstated here! I used to read it to my daughter every night :) Wait a minute, this is supposed to be about me not her
FAVORITE BOOKS

Point Break
FAVORITE MOVIES/TV SHOWS
EXPERIENCE
College
EDUCATION

Magic????
I don't know if that should go here or under talents.
It's not like I went to any special Gifted training program or anything.
But technically? A talent is how I do any magic in the first place, so I don't want to put the two things under the same category because they're not really comparable!
So. Okay.
Magic.
TRAINING

What is this, linkedin?
PAST JOB EXPERIENCE

Espanol! (Please don't test my Spanish, it's very limited)
LANGUAGES

I can play a mean guitar
ADDITIONAL TALENTS

CONTACT ME

deerFeed
j.calhoun

deerlyBeloved
rocknrollsuicide

staggr
j.calhoun

personal inbox
inbox
bardish: 40s; JUSTIFIED (Default)
2020-04-08 11:01 am

HOUSING DETAILS

placeholder!!!!

(jeff is never escaping suburban hell)
bardish: 40s; JUSTIFIED (rg148)
2020-01-16 01:26 pm

AINMHIAN: IC INBOX


Hi there! This is Jeff, and I'm not at my phone-- uh. I mean, I'm not... I'm not at this book right now? So just drop me a line, leave a message, and I'll see-- no, talk-- I'll talk to you later!

[ A beat, then a muttered: ]

Man it's so hard to sound super casual when recording these things...

voice | video | text | action | everything
bardish: 40s; MD (to050)
2019-07-05 06:08 am

inbox: deerington


12:45 pm
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bardish: 40s; JUSTIFIED (Default)
2019-02-02 09:07 am
Entry tags:

WIP: MUSIC / MAGIC / BARD SHIT

TO GO IN THIS POST:
- Jeff's musical influences/taste/knowledge (so I stop winging it)
- Resources/references for myself
- HOW BARD MAGIC WORKS???
- Examples of music that's analogous to various spell types
- Nervous Tix info: sound-alikes for the band, and more info on his bandmates
- GLOSSARY. G L O S S A R Y. Of music terms, magic terms, and otherwise

THINGS TO FIGURE OUT:
how do I want this laid out/which codes am I going to wind up using:

1. Possible order of sections
  • Overview
  • Glossary
  • Resources/References
  • Jeff's personal influences/taste
  • Nervous Tix
  • The Demon Incident and how it relates to all of this
  • Spells
  • Playlist

    2. Expand/collapse sections

    3. Columns code for glossary (use the base code from the Worldbuilding post)

    4. Some kind of simple playlist code

    coding goes here

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  • bardish: 40s; MD (to029)
    2018-08-10 09:09 am

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    Athena Parker
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    bardish: 20s; GO; IDIOT YOUTH (vlcsnap-2018-06-08-08h42m53s859)
    2018-06-26 05:51 pm
    Entry tags:

    PLAYLIST: terrible things // beautiful melodies

    I like Beautiful Melodies telling me Terrible Things Once, there was a boy who could make magic with his music. He wanted to be a rockstar. He practiced and played and made a hell of a lot of magic for screaming audiences in divey clubs. And then he kiiiind of accidentally almost summoned a demon. It changed the entire trajectory of his life. Twenty years later: now he's a dad living in the suburbs. He doesn't have (m)any regrets. There are worse things to be than a divorced high school teacher. Way way waaaaay worse things. Trust him, he knows from experience.
    FAMEWHORE
    Mommy's Little Monster (Social Distortion) Mommy's little monster dropped out of school / Mommy's little monster broke all the rules / He loves to go out drinking with the boys / He loves to go out and make some noise
    Cough Syrup (Butthole Surfers) I'd rather be a sailor than a fighter / I'd like to sail a ship into the sun / If you wanna know the truth you gotta dig up Johnny Booth / And I hate cough syrup don't you
    Every You Every Me (Placebo) Sucker love is heaven sent / You pucker up, our passion's spent / My heart's a tart, your body's rent / My body's broken, yours is bent / Carve your name into my arm / Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed / Cuz there's nothing else to do / Every me and every you
    Celebrity Skin (Hole) Oh, look at my face / My name is might have been / My name is never was / My name's forgotten / Hey, so glad you could make it / Yeah, now you've really made it / Hey, there's only us left now
    When She Begins (Social Distortion) Well, I was feeling kinda beat / I decided to hit the streets / I was looking for a place for this heart of mine / Well, I said to myself: Oh God, this must be hell / I think I was slowly losing my mind
    The Passenger (Siouxsie and the Banshees) I am the passenger / I stay under glass / I look through my window so bright / I see the stars come out tonight / I see the bright and hollow sky / Over the city's ripped backside / And everything looks good tonight / Singing...
    Santa Monica (Everclear) I don't wanna be the bad guy / I don't wanna do your sleepwalk dance anymore / I just wanna feel some sunshine / I just wanna find some place to be alone / We can live beside the ocean / Leave the fire behind / Swim out past the breakers / Watch the world die
    Drain You (Nirvana) One baby to another says: I'm lucky to have met you / I don't care what you think / Unless it is about me / It is now my duty to completely drain you / A travel through a tube / And end up in your infection
    Hey Pretty (Poe) I see a stairway so I follow it down / Into the belly of a whale where my secrets echo all around / You know me now but to do better than that / You've got to follow me boy / I'm tryin' to show you where I'm at
    White Room (Cream) I'll sleep in this place with the lonely crowd / Lie in the dark where the shadows run from themselves
    Lithium (Nirvana) I like it, I'm not gonna crack / I miss you, I'm not gonna crack / I love you, I'm not gonna crack / I killed you, I'm not gonna crack / I like it, I'm not gonna crack / I miss you, I'm not gonna crack / I love you, I'm not gonna crack / I killed you, I'm not gonna crack
    Fall Down (Toad the Wet Sprocket) She hates her life, she hates her skin, she even hates her friends / Tries to hold on to all the reputations she can't mend / And there's some chance we could fail / But the last time, someone was always there for bail / When will we fall / When will we fall down?
    Here Comes the Sun (The Beatles) Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces / Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here / Here comes the sun / Here comes the sun, and I say / It's all right
    Daughter (Loudon Wainwright III) That's my daughter in the water / Every time she fell I caught her / Every time she fell / That's my daughter in the water / I lost every time I fought her / I lost every time
    You Get What You Give (New Radicals) You've got the music in you / Don't let go, you've got the music in you / One dance left, this world is gonna pull through / Don't give up, you've got a reason to live / Can't forget, we only get what we give / Don't let go, I feel the music in you
    Gimme the Sweet and Lowdown (Social Distortion) You’re looking kinda punch drunk / Cuz that’s the way you strut your stuff / With a swing and a swagger down the road you go / You shoulda made a better choice / And listened to your inner voice / You gotta get right or get left, don’t ya know / I can tell you now; it’s the peak of bad news / I can tell you now; that I’ve walked in your shoes / Gimme the sweet and lowdown
    Addicted (Amy Winehouse) Tell your boyfriend next time he around / To buy his own weed and don't wear my shit down / I wouldn't care if bre would give me some more / I'd rather him leave you than leave him my 'dro / When you smoke all my weed man / You gots to call the green man / So I can get mine and you get yours
    Everlong (Foo Fighters) And I wonder when I sing along with you / If everything could ever feel this real forever / If anything could ever be this good again / The only thing I'll ever ask of you / You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
    Angel's Wings (Social Distortion) I triumphed in the face of adversity / and I became the man I never thought I'd be / and now my biggest challenge, a thing called love / I guess I'm not as tough as I thought I was / I don't care about what they say / I'm gonna marry you someday / go ahead and wake up, it's a brand new day / Angel's wings gonna carry you away
    She's So High (Tal Bachman) First class and fancy-free, she's high society / She's got the best of everything / What could a guy like me ever really offer? / She's perfect as she can be, why should I even bother? A-hah / 'Cause, she's so high, high above me / She's so lovely
    Walking on Sunshine (Katrina and the Waves) I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that it's true / And I don't want to spend my whole life just a-waiting for you / Now, I don't want you back for the weekend, not back for a day, no, no, no / I said, baby, I just want you back, and I want you to stay
    Supernova (Liz Phair) You walk in clouds of glitter / And the sun reflects your eyes / And every time the wind blows / I can smell you in the sky / Your kisses are as wicked as an M-16 / And you fuck like a volcano / And you're everything to me...
    Kiss From A Rose (Seal) Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray / Ooh, the more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah / Now that your rose is in bloom / A light hits the gloom on the gray
    Rainbow Connection (Carpenters) Who said that every wish would be heard and answered when wished on the morning star? / Somebody thought of that and someone believed it / Look what it's done so far / What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing and what do we think we might see? / Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection / The lovers, the dreamers and me
    "So, if music is the best, what is music? Anything can be music, but it doesn't become music until someone wills it to be music, and the audience listening to it decides to perceive it as music." —Frank Zappa
    bardish: 40s; SCD (to-scd-087)
    2018-06-03 07:46 pm
    Entry tags:

    ooc contact / hmd


    If you'd like to get in touch with me, you can hit me up on plurk (weeyotch), discord (weeyotch#8200), PM (here), or this post right here.

    This is also an HMD post! If you have any questions, comments, etc. you can drop them here or use one of the above methods of contact.

    COMMENTS SCREENED.
    bardish: 40s; SCD (scd320)
    2018-06-03 12:02 pm

    friendr (riverview)

    «
    Friendr
    » Age: 44 » Seeking: Just friends! » Preferences: Friendly people. I mean, unfriendly people who are in the market for friendship are welcome to message me, too, I don't discriminate. » Interests: Music -- both playing it and listening to it. The outdoors, especially beaches which, I know, TOTAL profile cliche. And I'm trying to work at my cooking skills, so if you've got any recipes, let's swap! » Bio: I'm a dad and a high school history teacher, but since history's REALLY RELATIVE in a place like this, I just teach kids things at the magic school now.

    Oh yeah and I'm also a bard. Ex-bard. Non-practicing bard? I guess I should mention that.
    Jeff
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    Basics name. Jeffrey David Calhoun age. 44 date of birth. June 6, 1974 canon. Original (Gifted & Talented) username. j.calhoun housing. A sweet pad for cool musicians occupation. Teacher (of non-magical subjects) at Gramarye Magic Research
    First Impressions height. 6'0" build. Lean, fit hair. Brown, graying eyes. Hazel sexuality. Bisexual, but also hasn't dated in a million years, so good luck with that!! marital status. Divorced place of birth. Santa Monica, CA career. High school teacher (History), former musician demeanor. Painfully Californian fashion. Casual fashion dad voice. Also painfully Californian scent. Some kind of subtle woodsy smokey cologne idk mental. Vacillates between a total state of CHILL and overwhelming anxiety magical. He's basically his world's equivalent of a bard, so I guess if anyone can get a feel or sense of his magic, it'd be ~musical~
    Background Info Quick World Overview For more information than you could ever want, here's an extended World Info post.

    Jeff's from a modern fantasy universe, set in the present day, where magic is:
    Real. It exists, and it's been practiced by small communities of magic users (witches, wizards, sorcerers, mages...) throughout human history.

    Hereditary. It's in your genes, baby. Approximately 12% of the population is born with the ability to use magic at all.

    Out in the open. Everybody knows about it. Magic, and the people who practice it, have been a regular part of everyday life for decades.
    For centuries, magic users existed amongst the rest of humanity, hidden in plain sight, their "society" (such as it was) existing as a secret, underground subculture. All that changed in the wake of World War II, when they kicked the metaphorical broom closet wide open. Sure, there were some rough decades, and a lot of places are still rife with tension and conflict. But nowadays, in many countries, the magical is practically mundane.

    Officially, "magical" abilities are known as Gifts, and those who possess them are Gifted. While Gifted people are generally understood as part of modern American society, that doesn't mean they're universally welcomed or accepted. Stigma and prejudices still run deep, especially in more conservative communities.

    Though the decades since the big 'coming out' were full of societal upheaval and tension, things took a major (positive) shift in the 90s. It's not perfect, but these days, being Gifted isn't nearly as controversial as it used to be. Magical Goddamn Powers Jeff is Gifted, which means he has the potential to make magic work through self-directed Ritual. Magic, in this universe, isn't some all-powerful superpower, nor is it something that's as simple as picking a spell out of a magic book. Its applications can be versatile, running the pretty typical fantasy gamut (elements, clairvoyance, illusions/glamours, telekinesis, dreamwalking, vague curses, vague blessings, etc), with the potential for a lot of mixing and matching, customization, and so on. The principles of magic are universal, but the actual spellwork is a different story.

    Every spell is unique to the caster, just as their Rituals are. Rituals are tied into some aspect of who they are, what they're interested in, and what they're skilled at. As for spells, those have to be worked into creation by the caster. Think of spells like a song that can only be played by one person. First, they have to compose a song (creating a spell), and then they can play that song (casting a spell). They can play the same song over and over again, or remix it into something old with something new, or compose a new song entirely. And the bigger the effect you wish to have, the more difficult and complex the Ritual spellwork must be.

    In Jeff's case, his Ritual is music. Singing, humming, whistling, playing the guitar, and so on. Any spell he works has to be built on music. He's basically a bard. He's also pretty rusty when it comes to casting anything big, and he'd rather keep his spells to little, petty things, anyway. Anything too big might attract the sort of attention he doesn't want. Not only is he a bard; he's a bard who's seen some shit.
    History The Early Years For more information than you could ever want, here's an extended Character Info post.

    Jeff was born at a time when being Gifted wasn't this totally normal, mainstream thing. They were out in the open already, but that didn't mean they were universally welcomed or accepted as a part of mainstream American society by the 1970s. Hell, the social strife surrounding the Gifted community was what brought his parents, a pair of hippie Boomer activists, together in the first place.

    The Calhoun kids were born and raised in Santa Monica, CA. With his parents being open and outspoken about Gifted issues, they weren't exactly well loved by all their neighbors, but they weren't openly hassled, either. Usually, it was nothing worse than some parents giving him and his brothers the stink eye and refusing to let their precious children hang out with them.

    Jeff was a friendly, outgoing kid, who made friends easily. He had a love of music, which was encouraged and nurtured by the adults in his life. When he reached adolescence, his parents (finally!) started to tutor him in the Gift: the principles behind it, how to put them into action through Ritual. Headstrong and independent (two qualities you need to excel at magic), he took the lessons and ran with them, cultivating (like all Gifted folks must do) his own personal Ritual to work magic. In his case, his Ritual was music.

    In high school, he got way more into his Gifted identity, which he'd previously treated as an afterthought. He'd developed a more rebellious, counterculture attitude, which fit with the Gifted youth culture of the 80s. He befriended the few other Gifted students at his school, and they started cutting class to trade tips and practice together under the bleachers or wherever. Adolescence had given them all chips on their shoulders, and they reveled in living up to the stereotypes of Gifted youths, as a 'fuck you' to conventional society.

    The more he fucked around, the more his grades started to plummet. And eventually, he and his bff got it in their heads to start a rock band. All-Gifted, with magic weaved into their shows to create an experience unlike any other act out there! He'd be the lead guitarist and vocalist, she'd be the drummer, and they'd find some other Gifted musicians to fill in the rest. VH1 Behind the Music Thus, the Nervous Tix were born. At first, the band was complete shit. Incompetently cacophonous. But, for all their failings, they at least cared about the music. They tried. They practiced. And in time, they found a sound that worked for them, and they improved.

    Oh and meanwhile, Jeff flunked his senior year and decided to drop out rather than try again. But he had a calling now. The Tix traveled from dive to dive, making music and magic, creating an insane, bacchanalian experience for the crowds. They developed a following and gained notoriety in the SoCal music scene. A couple years of this, and the Tix had real momentum. Jeff and his bandmates had never worked so hard at anything else in their lives, and it was paying off.

    But when you meddle with magic the way Jeff was, amping it way up, way too many times, eventually it's going to blow up in your face. Despite knowing this, despite warnings, he kept at it, because he was young, cocky, and up his own ass. His star was rising, and he wasn't gonna stop now. With all the magic the Tix were slinging around, it was only a matter of time before he got attention from other beings who possessed an intrinsic link to the Gift. The Demon Incident (Oops) Which is to say: Demons. He got the attention of a demon. And this demon, partially-but-not-completely summoned by one of the Nervous Tix's musical Rituals, became anchored to Jeff. But, hey, anchoring beats full-on summoning. At least it couldn't possess him and use him as a meat puppet! It just meant that the demon... made a nest in his head. Invisible and inaudible to everyone else, it was his constant companion.

    At first, he didn't really notice it. When its influence was small and subtle, it was easy to rationalize away anything unusual in his perception. But then, he'd catch glimpses of something, briefly, in reflections. Not just mirrors, but any reflective surface. In time, the demon began to appear more. It started speaking to him. Nightmares started, then hallucinations. As it escalated, Jeff started to mainline whichever substances (drugs, alcohol, pills) he could get his hands on, in an attempt to smother it all out. Which, naturally, was a completely ineffectual way of dealing with the problem. Soon, he was experiencing intrusive thoughts of harming himself or others. And the worst was when he started experiencing fugue blackouts, lasting hours to days. And all the while, the demon kept talking to him. It could be cruel, vicious, friendly, cajoling; it was whatever it wanted to be in the moment. Most persistently, it would implore him: "Write a new song. Play. Make beautiful music."

    Likely, what the demon wanted was for Jeff to finish what he (accidentally) started and bring it all the way into the world. For that, Jeff would have to create just the right spell through his music. But whether it was because he didn't want to, or was just incapable of it after all the abuse he was putting himself through, Jeff never composed the spell to fully summon it.

    All the while, he was tanking his own band by becoming an insufferable, unreliable, strung out asshole, and their shows were getting worse and worse as a result. When the band finally broke up, Jeff was at the end of his rope, losing whatever tenuous support structure he'd had. Finally, he swallowed what remained of his pride and reached out to his family for help.

    Naturally, magic-related mishaps are as old as the Gifted community, itself. And one of the benefits of being out in the open was that by the 90s, there were more resources than ever available to Gifted people in need of intervention. So his parents got him admitted into an inpatient program at a hospital for "Gifted issues."

    After several months of treatment, he managed to get through the demon incident in one piece. With a new lease on life and a thousand coping strategies learned through therapy, Jeff began to put his life back together. He waited tables. He got his GED. He went to college. He met a girl and fell in love. He put the ugliness of his youth behind him and... things got better. Where Are They Now? Cut to: roughly 20 years later. These days, he's divorced (amicably!), a father (and primary caregiver), and living in Virginia (just a little ways outside of DC). He teaches history at a public high school, where he's got a pretty good rapport with the kids, thanks to being one of the more easygoing teachers. Between the demands of his job, and the demands of raising a teenager (his daughter Melody, now 15), he doesn't have a whole lot of time for anything else.

    Even though his life's pretty steady, stable, and happy, it doesn't mean there aren't any lingering issues from his past. He's an anxious person. Extremely anxious, especially when a new or unexpected stressor is punted into his life. But he's able to manage the anxiety with a steady weed habit. He thinks Mel doesn't know. (She does.)

    Otherwise, Jeff's doing all right for himself. The self-medication even helps him relax enough that he's gotten back into using his Gift. He keeps the spells small, nothing like what he used to get up to, but it's nice to get back in practice, especially since he's been teaching Mel, as some good father-daughter bonding.

    So that's where Jeff is now. A stoner teacher, entering his mid-40s, living in suburbia. His troubled past is still a part of him, and sometimes, he has regrets, sure. He wonders what life could've been like if things hadn't taken such a sharp turn in his early 20s. But when he considers his life as it is, he knows: It was all worth it.
    Life in Quarantine Welcome to Riverview! Jeff got to Riverview and almost immediately got kidnapped. Good times, man! At least he's making some positive connections with people, namely Poe Dameron, Richard Strand, Alex Reagan, Chyler, AND MORE SectionName PUT WORDS HERE
    Extra Tidbits Miscellany
    • GENERALLY SOBER: no drugs (with the exception of weed, shhhh), no alcohol beyond the occasional social drinking, tries to be mindful of his habits.
    • Like a lot of people who went through treatment and recovery, he's pretty big into directing his negative impulses into fitness/exercise and other hobbies. HENCE: why he's so into running, going to the gym, etc.
    • He's honestly pretty vain lbr. He puts effort into himself! You don't look this stylishly casual by accident, especially when you're out of your 20s!
    • Despite his enjoyment of some sports, he still can't throw or aim for shit. GOOD THING HIS DAUGHTER NEVER WANTS TO PLAY CATCH.
    • He's also not very good in a fight.
    • He's also not very good at saying 'no' to people.
    • gosh what IS he good at...
    • his ex father-in-law was a Colonel and he hated Jeff
    • he texts like garbage because he hates touch screens and finds them annoying to type with. SO he'll just smash out his words as quickly as possible and occasionally let autocorrect take the wheel. HOWEVER, he's not an idiot, and he's perfectly capable of typing properly, and defaults to proper grammar/etc when at a regular keyboard.
    • SWEET I FINALLY HAVE A SOUND REFERENCE FOR HIS SINGING VOICE
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    2018-05-22 02:55 pm
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    Gifted & Talented
    Overview... Gifted & Talented is a modern fantasy universe, set in the present day, where magic is:
    • Real. It exists, and it's been practiced by small communities of magic users (witches, wizards, sorcerers, mages...) throughout human history.
    • Hereditary. It's in your genes, baby. Approximately 12% of the population is born with the ability to use magic at all.
    • Out in the open. That's right: everybody knows about it. Magic, and the people who practice it, are a regular part of everyday life. But it wasn't always like this.
    For centuries, magical society existed in secret amongst the rest of humanity, hidden in plain sight. All that changed in the wake of World War II, when the metaphorical broom closet was kicked wide open. Sure, there were some rough decades, and a lot of places are still rife with tension and conflict. But nowadays, in many countries, the magical is practically mundane.

    In some places, it's even considered trendy.

    Today, words like "magic," "witch," "mage," and so on, are considered outdated, and you won't see them in any legislation or legal documents. Officially, "magical" abilities are known as Gifts, and those who possess them are Gifted.

    While Gifted people are generally understood as part of modern American society, that doesn't mean they're universally welcomed or accepted. Stigma and prejudices still run deep, especially in more conservative communities.

    And, in the world at large, things are even more messy and complicated.
    TL;DR... Modern world. Magic exists. And it hasn't been a secret since the 1940s. Though the ensuing decades were rife with societal upheaval and tension, things took a major (positive) shift in the 90s. These days, being Gifted isn't nearly as controversial as it used to be.
    Glossary & Slang... First, let's lay out the most essential terms in this universe, so the rest of this can make sense:
    Gift: The ability to alter, harness, or otherwise influence forces, perceptions, and other aspects of the world around you, through paranormal and/or supernatural means. Also known as "magic," "witchcraft," "sorcery," etc.
    Gifted: To have the Gift. Typically used as an adjective, not a noun, unless one is being derogatory. (i.e. "Gifted people" is polite. "Those Gifteds over there," would be considered rude.)
    Standard: The official term for people who are not Gifted. Today, some younger Gifted people take issue with the term.
    Talent: The official term for what one does with their Gift. It's an umbrella for a Gifted person's Ritual, the effects of their Rituals, and their Affinities (if they have any). Colloquially, it's interchangeable with "spells," "spellwork," "charms," "magic," etc.
    Ritual: The actions a Gifted person must take to perform a spell. Falls under the umbrella of "Talent." Rituals can manifest in a number of ways, and they're unique to the individual. Some examples include: incantations, use of focus objects (wands, crystals, etc.), cooking, music, dancing, intricate gestures, small sacrifices, etc.
    Affinity: A subset of rare abilities one may have within the Gift, which those without an Affinity can't access. Falls under the umbrella of "Talent." For example, a Gifted person with an affinity for necromancy can work necromantic magic, and find that it comes more easily and intuitively than other types of spells, thus requiring less ritual or effort to achieve. These are as close as things come to superpowers in this universe. Most Gifted people don't have any Affinities whatsoever.
    And now: the slang and swears!
    Adept: In-group slang for somebody who's exceptionally skilled with the Gift. Ex: "Doug does the best glamours. He really is an adept, man."
    Bard: In-group slang for Gifted people whose rituals involve music.
    Blank: Derogatory in-group slang for non-Gifted people. Ex: "Ugh, check out those Blanks over there."
    Bone Collector: Derogatory in-group slang for a Gifted person who likes collecting non-Gifted groupies.
    Burnout: In-group slang for somebody who's either flamed out and survived, or somebody who's had a close call with flaming out. Usually said derogatorily, or pityingly. Ex: "It's so sad... Ted's become such a burnout ever since that demon possessed him and killed his family..."
    Burn Ward: In-group slang for "magic rehab" programs (i.e. programs that help Gifted people recover from magic-related injury, trauma, or other issues). Usually said derogatorily, or pityingly. Ex: "That astral projection incident sent Tina to the burn ward..."
    Cauldron: Vulgar in-group slang for vaginas. Commonly used by Gifted teens and Gifted bros.
    Charm: In-group slang for "moment," "minute," "second." Considered old-fashioned and quaint, usually only spoken by the elderly. Ex: "I'll be there in a charm!"
    Dark: Slang descriptor for a Gifted person who may be acting unsavory, dangerous, or like your run-of-the-mill edgelord. Ex: "Calm down, Ted. Don't go all dark on me!"
    David Blaine: Derogatory in-group slang for people who aren't Gifted, but act like they're experts in Gifted issues or pretend to be "honorary" Gifted, etc. Can be used as a singular or plural. Interchangeable with "Criss Angel," "David Copperfield," etc.
    Familiar: Derogatory in-group slang for wannabe-Gifted people, groupies, and so on.
    Flaming Out: When a Gifted person is too reckless with the Gift, for too long, and self-destructs in a spectacularly horrible (and nearly always fatal) way. This is actually a statistically rare occurrence, but potentially extremely dangerous to bystanders.
    Hedge Witch: Derogatory in-group slang for someone who is UUUUUUGLY.
    Hoax: In-group insult. Considered one of the worst things you can call a fellow Gifted person.
    Keeping the receipt: Slang term used in reference to somebody botching with their Gift, having a really infuriatingly difficult Ritual, or any other difficulties with the Gift. Ex: "Wow, that spell blew up in your face. Hope you kept the receipt."
    Lighthouse: Derogatory in-group slang for somebody who acts like a goody-two-shoes, is very holier-than-thou about it, and so obvious you can see them coming a mile away. Ex: "God, Linda's such a fucking Lighthouse. She thinks she's sooooo much better than us."
    Mage: Really outdated word for Gifted. To refer to Gifted people as "mages" is to reveal that you're probably a senior citizen. It isn't considered insulting, so much as quaint.
    Magic: See: Gift. Gifted people generally favor this word in lieu of "Gift," at least amongst each other. In the company of non-Gifted people, they'll typically stick to using "Gift" to refer to magic.
    MIA: Magic branch of law enforcement. "MIA" Is the jokey sarcastic slang for them.
    Spell: See: Talent. Gifted people overwhelmingly favor this word in lieu of "Talent," though all official documentation and legislation refers to spellwork as Talent.
    Wand: Vulgar in-group slang for penises. Commonly used by Gifted teens and Gifted bros.
    Witch: In-group slang for fellow Gifted people. More commonly used by teens and young adults. It's considered rude for a non-Gifted person to call somebody that.
    Gifts...
    So, let's go more in depth with how the Gift works. Here's the basic breakdown:
    • The Gift is raw magical potential.
      To be Gifted is to have any potential ability to cast spells. In order to do a single thing with magic, you must be Gifted. It's the most basic prerequisite! Those who aren't Gifted can try all the rituals they want, but nothing's going to come of it. It's the one thing that's immutable: you're either Gifted, or you're not.
    • Talent is what you do with the Gift.
      So, you've got the Gift! Now you have to figure out how to use it. There are several factors that go into this, all of which fall under the umbrella of Talent.
      • Ritual: The manner in which you cast.
      • Affinity: A particularly rare strength or specialty within the Gift. Casting spells that fall within your Affinity comes more easily and intuitively than other types of spells. Rituals are simpler for spells within your Affinity.
      • Spell: The particular Ritual actions you must perform to cast a spell. The complexity depends on a Gifted person's skill and the magnitude of the spell (and if they have an Affinity for it).
    Here's a quick example. Let's say Sally is Gifted, and her Ritual is interpretive dance. Sally wants to cast a spell to light a candle. Since this is a simple spell and completely within the wheelhouse of any Gifted person who's bothered to learn magic, all Sally has to do is make a graceful gesture with one hand, and voila: a lit candle!

    Now, let's say Sally's moving, and she has a bunch of heavy boxes full of books. She figures levitating the books onto the dolly will help things go faster. Since there are numerous heavy boxes, her spell will have to be a bit more involved. She's got to do a short dance, making sure to hit the right moves at the right time. Some of the moves might be complex, but she's trained with her Ritual for half of her life now, so it's not a huge ordeal. Just a minute of her time, and now, the boxes are floating onto the dolly. Phew.

    But what happens when Sally tries to curse her arch-enemy with a nasty case of eczema? Whatever branch of the Gift that falls under, it definitely isn't in her wheelhouse, and it's going to have a greater impact than lighting a candle or levitating a few boxes. Sally's going to have to prepare for this. Likely, she'll have to choreograph a brand new spell for it. With some careful practice and planning, she thinks she's got the right spell ready. She starts the Spotify playlist she put together for this occasion, and she dances!

    Unfortunately, she trips up two-and-a-half minutes into her spell, and botches the whole thing. Now Sally has a sprained ankle, and her arch-enemy's skin looks as flawless as ever. Ugh...

    Good thing Sally is one of the cool 1% of Gifted people with an Affinity, and her Affinity happens to be mind control. She doesn't like to use it much, because it's really creepy and ten different kinds of illegal, and also she's still not that great at it... but she's so mad at her arch-enemy that she decides to utilize it, anyway. So, Sally composes a complex curse: to implant the idea in her arch-enemy's head that skin care regimens are pointless and unnecessary.

    But first she has to wait for her ankle to heal before she tries to work the spell.
    So, who's Gifted, exactly? As stated, you're either Gifted, or you're not. Essentially, think of it like a recessive genetic trait. (Or, a bare-bones, possibly incorrect understanding of recessive and dominant genetic traits.) Barring some kind of anomaly, two Gifted parents will almost certainly have a Gifted child. One Gifted and one non-Gifted parent may or may not have a Gifted child. Two non-Gifted parents are even less likely to have a Gifted child; however, it's not impossible! After all, they could have been carrying it as a recessive trait, and through genetic luck of the draw, their kid came out Gifted. When does the Gift manifest? Those with the Gift have it from birth. But, for the most part, the act of even using the Gift has to be pretty deliberate, so it's practically unheard of for, say, a baby to accidentally cast a catastrophic spell. Until they're capable of working out their Rituals and learn to cast spells, Gifted children can't really do anything with it.

    Still, some Gifted children-- those with particularly powerful Affinities and a hell of a lot of innate talent-- may cast spells without meaning to. Plus, curious Gifted (and non-Gifted) kids are pretty likely to experiment with Rituals and casting. How does anyone figure out if they're Gifted or not? TESTING. But what kind and when? Would it come up in a blood test? Genetic test? Or is there some kind of test kids take in primary school? If a Gifted kid comes from a non-Gifted family (genetics, adoption, switched at birth, Gifted parent's death, etc.) and never gets a chance to take whatever the test is, and never tries to learn Rituals or anything, it's entirely possible for them to live their entire life without realizing their potential. How does anyone learn to use their Gift? So, even though the Gift is hereditary, it requires Ritual to utilize. And usually, Gifted kids aren't taught theories and practices until they're about 10 years old. Traditionally, Gifted children were taught by parents, family, or mentors within the Gifted community. Today, there are after-school programs (and in-school programs, for some), community programs, private tutors, and other formal and informal means of learning.

    Some Gifted people are entirely self-taught, thanks to the internet.

    NOTE: Are there talks about instituting age requirements for Gifted kids to learn? Learners permits etc. At this time, is there any legislation in place mandating how and when they can learn? Tell me more about Rituals... In its simplest terms, Rituals are the actions that somebody must take to use the Gift. Ritual is necessary to practice, to do any real magic. As stated, Ritual can be just about anything: incantations, drawing, coding and equations, singing, dancing, use of focus objects, carpentry, extremely structured/rigid ceremonies, highly abstract performance art, and so on. But, more importantly, Ritual is unique to the individual. This doesn't mean that two people can't have the same Ritual (that would be silly), so much as your Ritual is tied into some aspect of who you are.

    Once a Gifted kid begins to learn the fundamentals about the Gift, and the major factors that go into using it, it's time to put their newfound foundation of knowledge to the test by developing their own Rituals until they successfully cast a spell. Creating a Ritual that works best for them is an act of self-discovery. Generally, Rituals are influenced by the Gifted person's nature, personality, interests, and upbringing.

    Ritual allows a Gifted person to use something that just clicks with them, to harness and direct magic potential. A Gifted person's Ritual of choice is not set in stone. Some keep to the same Ritual their entire life; others find that their Rituals change with their experiences and interests. Tell me more about Affinities... There are some types of magic that no Gifted person can access, unless they have an Affinity for it. Which-- good luck with that. Only about 1% of the Gifted population even has an Affinity at all. For the rest, their dream of using necromancy to raise a skeleton army will have to remain just that: a dream.

    For those with an Affinity, one or more of these odd subsets of magic may come more naturally to them, intuitively and (in some cases) less dependant upon complex Ritual. Unlike with Rituals, Gifted people can't choose what types of magic they have an Affinity for, if they have one at all. While Affinities are about as close as it comes to "superpowers" in this universe, Gifted people with Affinities aren't all-powerful. Since many Affinities are heavily stigmatized and difficult to even get much hands-on practice with, many Gifted people with Affinities don't bother cultivating them.

    As for what counts as an Affinity: think of things like necromancy, mind control, shadow magic, healing, and so on. So, not bad magic, necessarily, so much as powerful, potentially world-breaking magic. The list isn't exhaustive, because it's meant to be as open, flexible, and customizable as possible. Affinities can be as broad as the above, or even more narrow and specific. Tell me more about Spells... Once a Gifted person works out their Rituals, they can start casting spells! Time to crack open a book and find one--

    Oh, wait, that's not how it goes. There are no books to tell a Gifted person what to do to cast a particular spell, no incantations that would even work from Gifted person to Gifted person. Like Rituals, spells are entirely unique to each Gifted individual. They have to use their knowledge, their experiences, their creativity, and so on, to craft their spells. Of course, Gifted people aren't flying totally blind here. Behind just about every type of spell one wants to cast, there are magical theories and principles, which are much more universal.

    As with anything to do with the Gift, spellwork is a combination of raw talent and hard work. Once a Gifted person figures out how to make a spell work, it can get easier with repetition. With enough practice, little oft-repeated tricks can become so easy that they take hardly any effort at all. Some spells are as simple as a snap or a whistle or whatever the Gifted person's Ritual equivalent would be.

    In short: magical theories may be universal, but spellwork is completely up to the individual. Think of it like composing a song (creating a spell), and then playing that song (casting a spell). You can play the same song over and over again, or remix it into something old with something new, or compose a new song entirely. Wait, so what's the deal with Talents? In all honesty, "Talent" (when it's capital-T Talent, not lowercase-t talent) is just the socially-acceptable euphemism for much of the above (Rituals, Affinities, Spells, etc). It's a quick and simple way for people who aren't Gifted to talk about and conceptualize what Gifted people can do, without just calling it what it is: MAGIC SPELLS.

    Look, this may be a universe where magic exists publicly, but it's also only been known to by society-at-large for less than a century. There's still some resistance to the idea of magic, and many would rather couch it in broader terms. What's to stop Gifted people from taking over the world? Raw potential to cast spells aside, Gifted people are like everybody else. Which is to say that: just because somebody has a talent, it doesn't mean they're going to do anything with it. Magic does actually take time, effort, dedication, etc. This means that a lot of Gifted people (especially these days, with technology being what it is) don't really bother to cultivate it. Not everybody is into it! To many Gifted people, magic might seem like a whole lot of work for not a lot of payoff. And that's fine. Maybe they don't do anything with it; maybe they only treat it like a hobby. Some make it their entire lives, sure, but that's not the universal experience when it comes to Gifted people.

    Think of it like this: there's a ton of people who enjoy playing basketball. Among them, there's a smaller number that's got a real skill for it. Among them, an even smaller number plays for a living. And among that smaller number, a tiny percentage are superstars. And among that tiny percentage, there's only one LeBron James.

    The vast majority of Gifted people aren't LeBron. They're not even... I don't know enough about basketball to namedrop some mediocre pro player. But you get the gist.

    Basically, the reason Gifted people aren't wreaking havoc all over the planet is for the same reason most people don't. It takes too much time, too much effort, and they're not interested in it. They've got their own shit to worry about! Are there any risks to using the Gift? Uhhh... sometimes. But it's fine, don't worry about it.

    Okay, okay, so Gifts, Rituals, and spells aren't without their risks. But if you approach things safely and responsibly-- practice, do your research, don't go crazy-- then there's really no issue. If you're reckless about it, you may screw up a spell and hurt yourself, nothing you can't bounce back from. And if you're exceptionally reckless, frequently irresponsible, or just have a knack for monumentally fucking up... you've got a real chance of doing what people today call: flaming out. Tell me more about flaming out... And what is flaming out? It's when a Gifted person fucks up so supremely that they burn alive from the inside, or are slowly pulled (atom by atom) into another plane of existence, or get devoured by a chthonic entity, or attract a demon that subsequently possesses them and slaughters their friends and loved ones... Stuff like that.

    Flameouts are statistically rare occurrences, because to achieve that particular level of fucking up, you've got to possess just the right blend of competence, incompetence, intelligence, stupidity, and so on. Terminal underachievers are unlikely to flame out, because they never try anything ambitious enough that would put them at risk of it. Ambitious, hypercompetent overachievers may be at a slightly higher risk of flaming out, but chances are they're responsible enough to tread carefully when messing with the sort of spells that might lead to a flameout. It's those unfortunate people who manage to intersect both groups that are at any real risk of it.

    Still, rare as they can be, flameouts have the potential to cause immense damage to people, property, and communities. There are only a few known cases of highly destructive flameouts in modern history, buuuut that they ever happened at all is the source of some fear and suspicion.
    World Info...
    First, a quick history of the Gifted community:
    People with Gifts have been around, in some capacity, since the dawn of human civilization. Most likely lived and died without ever realizing they had the ability to do magic. Some learned, but kept it close to their hearts. Others were out in the open, as mystics, spiritual leaders, folk healers, and so on. Which isn't to say all mystics, spiritual leaders, folk healers, and so on possessed the Gift. Some were regular people, just as most victims of witch hunts throughout the centuries were regular people.

    Gifted people were never part of some single, united community. Rather, they tended to change with the societies in which they lived. Rural Gifted people tended to live in their own bubbles, while those in more densely populated areas began to find each other and form underground communities and secret societies. And, with exploration and immigration and cultural diffusion, Gifted people were able to share and spread information amongst each other. For centuries, Gifted communities were essentially regional, some with varying degrees of formal governance; others, without any formality or leadership at all.

    People's worlds were smaller, back in the day, and information traveled slowly. That was how the Gifted community kept its secrets for so long. Of course, Gifted people were exposed throughout history, but that would become the stuff of witch hunts, or superstition, or folklore.

    In time, this became increasingly difficult. Photography became more common. And then sound recording and video. And travel. Travel became so much easier. The rise of the radio, motion pictures, television, broadcasting... Plus, it's not like there was any unified governing body of Gifted leadership or anything. Who would be able to enforce secrecy? Trepidation and self-preservation had been enough to keep most of Gifted society underground throughout history, but in a rapidly changing world, that was no longer a compelling enough reason.

    As the 20th century unfolded, the writing was on the wall. Worldwide, irrefutable discovery was inevitable. In the throes of the Second World War, there were scattered, documented incidents of spells in action, or Gifted people (some soldiers, some civilians) flaming out spectacularly. At the time, though, the incidents were only reported in isolation of each other, across the world, with nobody connecting them. Strange phenomena, nothing more.

    But that was enough for Gifted communities across the world to attempt to organize a summit amongst themselves. Many regions went unrepresented, both because of the recent world war, and the fact that Gifted people are just as susceptible to xenophobic, racist, and imperial attitudes as the non-Gifted population (leading to a prioritization of certain voices over others). Still, with those who were present, a decision was made for the Gifted community to formally introduce themselves to the rest of the world.

    In 1946, Gifted representatives made a formal declaration of existence and peaceful intentions to the United Nations.
    So it was smooth sailing from there, right? Yeah, sure. Everything was fine after that!

    Okay, okay, so the existence of magic was a huge shock to the world. The transition from "there's no such thing as magic" to "oh my god there are wizards all over the planet" was... rocky. Sure, some countries adjusted pretty quickly and easily. Others were full of tension, social upheaval, and scapegoating. In the worst cases, there was violence and persecution, rekindled witch hunts (not that they ever fully went away before). And, in a few regions, Gifted people absolutely tried to stage coups and take over.

    For the purposes of this post, we're going to narrow our focus to the United States from here on out. Much of the worldbuilding is meant to be flexible, and you can probably get a sense of how other countries handled the existence of Gifted people based on real-world modern history for the regions. Okay, tell me more about the Gifted community in America... To be clear, there were more issues sweeping through the country than just the existence of magic. Gifted issues were just one facet, among many, of an ever-changing American society. For the most part, you can assume the following is occurring alongside American history as we know it: 1945-64, 1964-80, 1980-91, and so on. Events and issues relating to the Gifted community did not replace the Civil Rights Movement, Women's Liberation, Gay Liberation, or anything else. In this universe, Gifted is just one of many identities that can intersect and interact with others.

    In the 1950s, many Gifted people refused to reveal themselves, continuing to present a public image of being just like their non-Gifted neighbors. With the profound social pressure to be the Perfect American Family, many opted to go along with it. In cities, of course, there was somewhat more freedom to be openly Gifted without fear of harassment or other repercussions, and so some thriving Gifted communities emerged in major cities. Elsewhere, especially in heavily fundamentalist areas, there was extreme, sometimes dangerous backlash against the very existence of Gifted people.

    The 60s and 70s, however, saw more Gifted people coming out in the open, and coming together. Many Gifted youth became involved in activism, and they pushed for legislation that would support and protect the community. One example of a popular issue at the time was public school programs to identify and teach Gifted children from a young age, so that all Gifted children could be given the same opportunities to learn and grow their Talents. (This would also, Gifted activists hoped, have the benefit of identifying Gifted kids from non-Gifted families, the ones who otherwise would have fallen through the cracks.) This proposal was, predictably, highly unpopular amongst non-Gifted parents, who complained it would be government overreach. Many Gifted people were also concerned that such a program might lead to a registry that could be used against the population.

    In any case, by the 80s, there were more Gifted politicians and shit. A lot of the initial hysteria about Gifted people had died down a bit in the 70s, but were rekindled in the 80s with the growing strength of fundamentalists in the US. That good ol' Satanic Panic really hit the Gifted community hard.

    The 90s was when things had largely settled, and it was becoming less and less politically viable to attack the Gifted population. By the 2000s, they're practically mainstream, and occasionally trendy. Is there a federal office for Gifted issues? What about law enforcement? Magical law enforcement... stuff... exists... And bureaucracy etc. Not wholly separate from non-magical LE and departments/agencies/etc, and not secret (or any more/less secret than CIA, FBI, etc doings) Magic forensic science Restrictions on acquiring particularly new Do Gifted people have roles in international politics and conflicts? Yes. Big ones. Are there more magical beings in this world than Gifted people? It turns out: demons are real! And it doesn't stop there, exactly. ​What's that about demons? Demons exist. Now, here's the good news:
    • Demons aren't evil! Well. They're not all evil (#notalldemons). Some are total assholes who get off on tormenting people and rending them into confetti on a mental, spiritual, and physical level. Others are kind, sweet, and practically benevolent! Most fall in some gray area in-between, just like people. The problem is: the demons most likely to interfere with humans are the dicks of the demon world.
    • Demons don't live in the same plane of existence as humans! This means they don't have any physical forms in our world, unless they find their way into somebody's body. Even then, their influence might be limited. If they manage to gain control over a person's body, however, they can use that person as a meat puppet.
    • Demons can't possess people willy nilly! To some degree, they have to be invited by their hosts. And to even host a demon, you have to be Gifted. So regular humans are completely safe from possession; a demon couldn't get in even if it wanted to.
    So, Gifted people who practice their magic responsibly really have nothing to fear when it comes to demons. For the vast majority of people, the chances of encountering a demon in any way are very, very slim. In order to draw a demon in, accidentally or deliberately, a Gifted person has to be a particular blend of skillful, talented, and recklessly stupid. Most Gifted people with the skill and raw talent to summon a demon... are smart enough to exercise caution. Most Gifted people who are recklessly stupid enough to summon a demon, don't have the skill and drive to do it. It takes a special kind of idiot to tick all those boxes.

    So, what are demons, exactly? They're beings that have an intrinsic connection to the Gift. Beings that live in an another reality. Separate, but parallel, overlapping our world. What do they look like? Nobody really knows, to be honest. They tend to take on different forms to their victims.

    Demons are connected with the Gift, same as Gifted people are. However, nobody knows what that connection is, exactly. Are they made from the same primordial ether? Are they living embodiments of magic? Or were they once like humans, but have somehow become one with the Gift? Some Gifted people speculate that demons are actually a state of "enlightenment," that truly ambitious Gifted folks can attain.

    Now, here's the kicker. Because very little research on demons even exists, and there's no real proof of their existence... officially, they don't exist. If a Gifted person becomes possessed by a demon and starts wreaking havoc, it's generally assumed that they're mentally ill, or inherently violent/unstable, or hopped up on drugs or some kind of irresponsible magic. For the most part, people default to just assuming mental illness, and they'll use a handy euphemism to refer to demonic possession: a Complication.

    Because demons don't (officially) exist, a Gifted person who commits crimes under the influence of a demon will be held accountable for it. The upside is, because most Standards don't know anything about demons-- don't believe in them at all-- that means they're generally not used as a reason to, say, discriminate against Gifted folks. And the Gifted community does have resources for handling this particular issue. Well, not demons, specifically, since they don't exactly happen all that often. But there are resources for managing magical maladies.
    Society...
    Today, being Gifted in America isn't half as controversial as it once was. In fact, Gifted people, by and large, enjoy greater acceptance than ever. Now, make no mistake: there are still many people across the country who either outright hate Gifted people (fiendish abominations that they are, cursed by the devil himself), or, at best, regard them with fear and suspicion. Plenty of Americans are all-too-happy to scapegoat the entire Gifted population when one of them flames out or a strange event that defies explanation occurs.

    Still, it's a lot better than it used to be. Thanks to the strides made in the 90s and early 2000s, the Gifted youth of today live in a world that's light years more tolerant than their predecessors experienced.
    The Generational Divide
    • Greatest Generation lived through magic users "coming out" into society.
    • Baby Boomers lived through major social upheaval and saw legislation and governing bodies change to accommodate magic society.
    • Gen Xers grew up being fully out in the open, but with very little (if any) positive representation, and saw a lot of "magical culture" as an underground thing.
    • Millennials and onward grew up with more tolerance, acceptance, and increasingly positive/casual portrayals in media and society.
    Are Gifted people discriminated against? In some ways, yes. Gifted are not an analog for real-world marginalized groups. Racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, etc. all still exist in this world. Fear of magic users does not replace this, and isn't comparable. Rather, as with the real world, these factors intersect with each other.

    SOME of the fear is rooted in what's likely a pretty rational fear of something that's 1) probably stronger than you and 2) inexplicable. The Gift can absolutely be frightening to people who aren't Gifted. Plus, there's that fact that innocents have been caught in the middle of a Gifted person's flameout before, and died hideously.

    AS A RESULT: in some places, there's some suspicion/fear in regular human society re: magic folks, since magical flame-outs can, you know, lead to destruction and harm to bystanders. Hugely destructive magical flame-outs are highly uncommon occurrences, but since they have happened before, there's some stigma maybe IDK What are some stereotypes held against Gifted people? Presumably, though, there's less stigma if you've got a more harmless-seeming affinity or a nice, socially acceptable ritual (ie if your ritual is just rubbing crystals together instead of bloodletting). There's more societal backlash if people think the type of magic you do is one of the ones with worse reputations/stereotypes/etc. Generally, things that might be considered "dark," rather than "light." (Though these aren't official classifications.)

    Bards are generally stereotyped as being shady, self-absorbed, phony attention seekers. WHAT OTHER STEREOTYPES ARE THERE? What's with all the euphemisms for everything? Gifts. Talents. Affinities. In the US, there's a lot of resistance towards just calling things what they are: magic, spellwork, powers, sorcery, and good, old-fashioned witchcraft. Hell, even magical injuries-- often weird and difficult to define, practically undetectable and untreatable with modern medicine-- are just shoved under a sterile umbrella of Complications. So, you know, if you've sprung some kind of magic leak and your life essence is slowly bleeding out of your every pore, people will just go "Oh, that sounds like quite a Complication."

    Magic is real. On some level, despite dressing it up in other words, everybody knows it. They accept it, to varying degrees. But that doesn't mean society-at-large is comfortable really and truly accepting the existence of magic, with all of its accompanying implications. Such as: does this prove or disprove the existence of souls, spirits, angels, deities...? And, since there are people simply born with the ability to do magic, does this mean that there are other magical creatures out there?

    As far as non-Gifted people are concerned, however, the official answer to both of those questions is: No. TELL ME MORE ABOUT IDK GROUPIES OR SOMETHING Hucksters and shills who sell stupid books and supplements to non-Gifted people to "awaken their gifts." There are a lot of scammy people who go on talk shows and get mega rich on this. Weirdos with Gifted fetishes, only try to date Gifted people, etc. Wannabe Gifted folks
    Extra...
    short writeup on how this is a universe made with the intent of exploring the 'average' Gifted person, the mundanity of the fantastic, etc.
    worldbuilding credits: deedogjae